Suddenly think of some lines in the Zookeeper movie: “It took me 5 years to get over someone I didn’t even love, how long will it take me to get over… you?”
So pathetic. Girl, how could you become so sentimental like this?
In the end of the day, I still don’t really understand him. Someone so calm and composed actually said that he is scared of himself. Someone so proud actually admitted that he is stupid. Someone who pushed me away actually wondered if I had deleted him. Someone saying he would disappear actually re-appeared right in front of my eyes.
I don’t care anymore. I’m not me of a week ago anymore. I won’t wait for you to come back anymore.
Don’t make me shed any more tears, don’t break my wall again, don’t tell me I need to find someone more suitable than you, don’t say you’re scared of losing me again, don’t pull me up from where you pushed me down.
If you do, I won’t be able to let you go.